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Sunday, July 3, 2011, 12:11 AM
Sigh , since this blog is dead I guess no one reads it anymore huh ? Good .

Help me . I dunno wht to do now . Im supposed to be super happy after see-ing Beast today . But I realised it's jus as good on my computer . Why ? I could barely make out their facial features . Had to depend on th screen . But thts not th point .

Recently I kept thinking about breaking up . Im no longer eager to see him . Sometimes I dread it . I feel suffocated . I rather hang out with others thn with him . Hav I stopped loving him ?

But even if I want to , I can't bear to . Cause I know it will kill him . Ah fuck fuck fuck . Why is life so complicated .

Save me .