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Not an April Fools joke .
Friday, April 1, 2011, 10:17 PM
Listenning to Thnks for the memories . I hav a friendship so similiar in many ways to it's lyrics . I can't help but smile at the memories I had with her . I can't help but worry when I see a status posted by her . I may have blocked her on MSN, but I didn't of facebook . So... yeah . I'm pretty damn smart . Idiot . I also wonder, is it because of me that his relationship with her seem so distant now ? I talked to her , not as me . In the end I told her it was me . I ran away again before she could say anything . Of course I miss our friendship . Of course I miss all the stupid shit we did together . But I don't have the courage to "patch" with her . I hate my pride . I don't have the courage to start anything . Even when other give me a chance, I don't take it . I'm such an dumb ass .