I dun get it . Why does everyone say we are meant for each other . Everyone thinks im jus confused whn I say I might not love him anymore . Why why why . You guy aren't me . U dunno how I feel . Dun put ur hopes on me . Dun put ur tots on me . I am me . Even if u imagined urself in my shoes, u did never noe how I really feel . U guys are jus making me feel worse . Jus making me feel more guilty . TH tears wun stop flowing . I dun really think it helps to diao me whn im not feeling well . Fuck this . Fuck that . Fuck my life .

Sigh , since this blog is dead I guess no one reads it anymore huh ? Good .

Help me . I dunno wht to do now . Im supposed to be super happy after see-ing Beast today . But I realised it's jus as good on my computer . Why ? I could barely make out their facial features . Had to depend on th screen . But thts not th point .

Recently I kept thinking about breaking up . Im no longer eager to see him . Sometimes I dread it . I feel suffocated . I rather hang out with others thn with him . Hav I stopped loving him ?

But even if I want to , I can't bear to . Cause I know it will kill him . Ah fuck fuck fuck . Why is life so complicated .

Save me .

Right...so let me get this clear . Because u r stressed u hav to vent it on someone else ? RIGHTTTTTTTTT . I SHALST DO TH SAME ON YOU ♥

I mean come on ? It was just a little joke over a can of chips and u get sooooooooo annoyed . I'm annoyed too bitch -A- . He even asked me to stop eating to save the chips for you . Thn he ask -insert person's name here- to pass to you . Wht you do ? YOU LEAVE IT AT TH DOORSTEP . Fucking genius I swear .

Over this small thing u be so cold to him . Want to help u zip ur bag you also so cold to him . Thn normal to others . You think the whole world only you stress is it ? -A- .

Listenning to Thnks for the memories . I hav a friendship so similiar in many ways to it's lyrics . I can't help but smile at the memories I had with her . I can't help but worry when I see a status posted by her . I may have blocked her on MSN, but I didn't of facebook . So... yeah . I'm pretty damn smart . Idiot . I also wonder, is it because of me that his relationship with her seem so distant now ? I talked to her , not as me . In the end I told her it was me . I ran away again before she could say anything . Of course I miss our friendship . Of course I miss all the stupid shit we did together . But I don't have the courage to "patch" with her . I hate my pride . I don't have the courage to start anything . Even when other give me a chance, I don't take it . I'm such an dumb ass .

This sucks . If it was my choice, fine, I admit, my bad . But since it's not... WOODLANDS RING SECONDARY SCHOOL, MY HATRED FOR OU BECAME FROM 100% TO LIKE OVER 5000% .

SCHOOL LIFE IN WOODLANDS RINGS SECONDARY IS SUCH A BITCH I DON'T CARE WHO SEES THIS . I DIDN'T EVEN CHOSE THIS SCHOOL . I WANTED TO GO WOODGROVE SECONDARY SCHOOL . NOT WOODLANDS RING .

SENIORS IN THAT SCHOOL SUCK . Of course there are like some totally awesome ones there but there are just some who are just.. UGH ! WHATS WRONG WITH YOUR FUCK-ED UP ATTITUDE GIRL . ALL TH JUNIORS ALL SAY YOU . I DON'T CARE IF YOU COME FIND DAI JI WITH ME . IT'S MY FINAL YEAR ANYWAY .

I just dropped my handphone in th stupid English test when I moved my leg . IT GOT CONFISCATED . WOULD NOT HAVE HAPPENED IF I WENT TO WOODGROVE CAUSE THEY DO NOT BAN HANDPHONES . Seriously what generation are we in . EVERYONE (who has a handphone) brings handphones to school . AND U BAN IT ? REALLLL SMARTTT . YOU GO LOOT ONE DAY I GUARANTEE YOU CAN GATHER LIKE 200 OR MORE PLEASE .

CCA SUCKS TOO . I DUN WAN TO GO SYF BUT KENNA FORCED TO . "Don't want join SYF then quit the CCA" I DID LOVE TO BUT I CANT SADLY . WHN I JOINED THIS CCA I DIDNT KNOW IT WOULD BE SUCH A BITCH . I WUD RATHER JOIN LIKE AVA OR SOMETHING . UGHHH ! SO NICE CLASH WITH MY 1 YEAR . GOOD JOB OF INFORMING US 2 DAYS BEFORE YEAH ? LOVE YOU SOOOOOO BLOODY MUCH .

In conclusion, freedom lovers do not go to Woodlands Ring Secondary School, it sucks BIG TIME .

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Anyway life has been alright recently . Stupid "pimple" on my eye wun go away . tch ! School has been streeful and all . DnT is pratically overkill ! I mean , come on ! 2 hours EVERYDAY after school . ugh -rollseyes- Friday more powar . 4 HOURS . I HAVE , A LIFE . Sighs . I'm gonna drop DNT . Too stressfull .